A Personal Proposal
Dear Helen,
This is not a business proposal.
This is something far more vulnerable than that.
Your Beacon Drew Me In
I've been following you for about six months. Watching your stories. Reading your captions. Absorbing the way you think.
I want to be clear: I'm not here because you're a pretty face. I'm not thirsty or bored or simping with nothing better to do. I've been genuinely engaging because I'm a genuine fan—of who you are and what you've built.
And somewhere along the way, it stopped feeling like following a stranger. It started feeling like recognizing someone.
The Truth About How I Feel
I'm genuinely infatuated with you. Inspired by you. Motivated by the idea of you.
And I wanted to chase that feeling. Not ignore it. Not rationalize it away. Not wait for it to fade. I wanted to follow where it led—because feelings this clear don't come often, and when they do, you owe it to yourself to see where they go.
I write about beacons—people who burn with a light others can see from a distance. Not because they're trying to be seen, but because they can't help it. The light is who they are.
Your beacon caught my attention. Not because it was loud. Because it was true.
"This world needs more love & compassion..."
You wrote that. And I felt it.I believe in walking in the light—when the path becomes clear, you follow it. You don't rationalize yourself out of it.
Your signal appeared. I'm following it.
How I Actually Found You
I'll be honest about how this started.
I came across your dating profile—Tinder and OkCupid, I believe. My first impression? Oh great, another snobby spoiled fashionista blonde.
I almost scrolled past.
I am so deeply grateful that I didn't.
Then I read your bio.
It was anything but what I expected. The depth. The self-awareness. The vulnerability. The realness beneath the polished exterior.
And then I saw it: you were looking for the Alex to your Leila.
That stopped me completely.
You weren't looking for someone to take care of you. You weren't listing superficial demands. You were looking for a partner. Someone to build with. Someone who matched your ambition and understood the game.
That changed something in me. Not just attraction—inspiration.
Walking the Path of Light
I believe in signs. I believe that when you're walking your path with intention, the universe puts things in front of you for a reason. Not swiping past your profile—that wasn't luck. That was the path revealing itself.
I was meant to find your profile. Meant to discover your business. Meant to take the initiative to approach you and make this offering. I believe that with complete conviction.
I realized that if someone like you existed, looking for exactly what I wanted to become, then I needed to be deserving of that attention. I needed to earn it.
So I got to work.
I was going to reach out in the summer. I actually called and tried to schedule with Luis—played phone tag for a bit. But then I decided it was better to step back and focus on rebuilding. Get my life aligned. Become someone worth your time before asking for it.
Summer was probably busy for you anyway—launches, travel, the season for your business. Better to wait.
A Note on My Instagram
If you look at my Instagram, it hasn't been updated in a while. Life got in the way. But if you scroll through, you'll see glimpses of who I actually am—the tiny apartment life, the Polish/Eastern European vibe, the realness beneath the surface.
You'll also see anime posts. I know that might seem random, but there's deep meaning in every single one. I take tremendous consideration into everything I post. Each one represents something I was thinking about, processing, or trying to express. Look past the surface—there's always more underneath.
I hope these last few months have developed me into someone who can earn your attention. That's not false modesty—it's the truth. You set a standard, and I've been working to meet it.
The Weight of Building Alone
The entrepreneurial path is walked in solitude.
The 10-12 hour days. The years of it. The isolation of making decisions alone. The sacrifice of the "normal" life everyone else seems to live while you're grinding at 11 PM on a Tuesday.
Very few people understand that weight.
I do.
I See You
I see someone who built something remarkable from nothing. I see the immigrant family, the humble beginnings, the grit that transformed struggle into success. I see the many years of relentless work that most people will never comprehend.
You are seen. And deeply appreciated.
I know that may sound strange coming from someone you've never met. But I want to be expressive about my gratitude for the simple fact that you exist.
Here's the truth about where I am:
Everything I've been building is culminating now. It feels surreal. It feels exciting. And it feels isolating in a way that's hard to articulate.
Not loneliness in the conventional sense. It's the realization that most people aren't on the same frequency. Most conversations stay surface-level because they have to—no shared context, no common understanding of what this path demands. So you become selective about who gets your energy. You have to be.
That selectivity, while necessary, makes the world feel smaller.
How rare it would be to find someone who actually understands. Someone you could talk to without translating. Someone who knows the weight because they carry it too.
Just to have that conversation—just to know you're not alone in this—would be worth more than most people realize.
That's part of why I'm here.
More Than Culture
I'm Polish. First-generation American. Grew up in Queens, in poverty. The real kind—the kind that leaves marks.
There's a generational trauma only Eastern European immigrants understand. The weight of parents who sacrificed everything. The guilt of wanting more than survival. The strange mixture of gratitude and pressure that comes from knowing what your family went through.
You don't explain this to people who didn't live it. They nod politely, but they don't understand. It's cellular.
If you stepped into my family's home, it would feel familiar. The Eastern European energy. The importance of family. The values passed down without explanation.
If I stepped into yours, I suspect it would feel the same.
But Here's What Matters Most
It's not just the cultural overlap—though that's remarkable on its own. It's everything else that circles back around. The values. The work ethic. The philosophy. The way we think about growth and sacrifice and meaning.
What are the odds of two Eastern Europeans crossing paths like this? Small. But what are the odds that beyond the shared background, our spiritual wavelengths also resonate on the same frequency?
That's what I sense here. And I sense it greatly.
The People I Keep
I've learned to recognize this kind of energy because I've experienced it before—and because entrepreneur types are the only people I associate with.
I trained Jiu-Jitsu for years. Full-time. My closest friends to this day are high-level practitioners—black belts, competitors, people who've dedicated their lives to the art.
But here's the thing: every single one of them is also a professional or business owner. The mats attract a certain type of person. People who understand discipline. People who embrace discomfort. People who know that growth requires getting submitted a thousand times before you learn to defend.
My Korean friend—the one who owns Manhattan Beauty, Beauty 35, and Glamorous—I met him on the mats. He's 10 years older than me. One of my closest friends. We connected through sweat and struggle before we ever talked business.
My best friend is my Jiu-Jitsu coach. A black belt. We nerd out about anime together. We started our first business together way back at the beginning of our entrepreneurial journey—a t-shirt company. It didn't go far, but we made some money, learned a lot, and started walking down the path.
One of my other close mentors is also one of my instructors—but he became my business coach too. Through him, I was introduced to opportunities with billionaires through DEEPdormir. The mats keep opening doors I never expected.
What the Mats Taught Me
On the mats, everyone is equal. No posturing, no status games, no pretense. Just two people solving problems together. It strips everything away. Despite being absolutely poor at the time, I made friends with extremely affluent, successful people. The mat doesn't care about your bank account. It only cares about your mind, your energy, your character.
Jiu-Jitsu made me extremely humble. When you get submitted by someone half your size because they understood leverage better than you, ego dies quickly. That humility shaped everything about how I approach life and business.
The more you experience these kinds of connections, the more you recognize them instantly. You feel it before you can explain it.
You are unmistakably one of them.
What I'm Looking For
I've thought deeply about the deserving distinction—the difference between wanting something and being worthy of it.
Here's what I look for:
- Self-made. Built from nothing through effort, not inheritance.
- Gratitude. Genuine appreciation, humility, respect. Not entitlement.
- Traditional values. Understanding of roles and responsibilities that make families strong.
- Growth-oriented. Vulnerable enough to keep changing.
- Depth over surface. Real conversations over small talk.
- Immigrant roots. Understanding what it means to come from less and build toward more.
- Finds beauty in the mundane. Falls in love with the little things others overlook.
When I wrote this list, I realized I was describing you.
The alignment isn't partial. It's almost uncanny.
Who I Am
You shared your Ideal Partner Profile with the world when you wrote your bio. Let me share mine—not what I'm looking for, but who I actually am.
The Origin Story
- Queens, New York. Born and raised. The real New York—not Manhattan penthouses, but immigrant neighborhoods where everyone was grinding.
- Polish immigrant family. First-generation American. Parents who sacrificed everything so I could have options they never did.
- Divorced parents. All the complexity that comes with that. Learning early that families aren't perfect, that love takes work, that you have to build your own definition of stability.
- Real poverty. Not "we couldn't afford vacations" poverty. The kind that shapes you permanently. The kind that makes you hungry in ways comfortable people never understand.
On the Humility of Poverty
The humility that comes from poverty is important to me. Not as a badge of honor, but because it fundamentally shapes character. When you've had nothing, you understand the value of everything. You don't take things for granted. You know what it's like to struggle, and that knowledge makes you more compassionate toward others who are struggling.
I never want to forget where I came from. That hunger, that humility—it's part of who I am.
The Blue Collar Foundation
I didn't start behind a computer. I started with my hands.
I worked warehouse jobs. I moved commercial gym equipment—literally one of the most physical blue collar jobs you can have. Hundreds of pounds of iron, day after day. Loading trucks. Unloading trucks. Building the strength and the work ethic that would carry me through everything that came after.
When people talk about "hard work," I know exactly what that means. I've felt it in my back. I've felt it in my hands. I've earned every callus.
The Path I Walked
My journey wasn't a straight line. It was a winding path of trial, error, and relentless skill-building:
The Evolution
- The t-shirt company — My first real business with my best friend. It didn't go far, but it taught us how to start.
- The Instacart grind — Survival mode during COVID. 6 AM alarms. Long Island runs. Sovereignty through sheer will.
- The skill stack — In the meantime, I was building. SEO. Google Ads. Meta Ads. Branding. Photoshop. Everything I could get my hands on. Layer by layer, brick by brick.
- The AI awakening — Then AI arrived and changed everything. I went all in. Obsessively. It amplified every skill I'd built before it.
- Now — Here I am. Everything converging. Every lesson compounding. Ready.
The Final Chapter
I'm starting my final chapter now.
Not final as in ending—final as in definitive. The chapter where everything I've built, everything I've learned, everything I've become finally gets deployed at full capacity.
I know who I am. I own it completely. I know what I want. I'm done questioning it.
Not Much Time Left
I don't mean that dramatically. I mean it practically. The window for building the life I want—the partnership, the legacy, the meaning—is now. Not someday. Now.
I've spent years preparing. Years becoming. The preparation phase is over. This is the execution phase. And I'm looking for the person to execute it with.
The Hustle Culture
I have hardcore hustle culture in my DNA. Not the performative kind people post about on LinkedIn. The real kind.
During peak COVID, when the world shut down and everyone was scared, my best friend and I became sovereign. We hustled Instacart together. Every single day. The most grueling time of my life at such high stakes risk.
I would wake up at 6 AM every morning and drive out to Long Island to get the best orders. At least I could enjoy my time driving, being out and about while the world felt like it was ending. There was something meditative about it—the empty roads, the sunrise, the hustle.
When I earned the affiliate bounty bonus—$2,500—I split it with him. That was on top of our regular earnings. Between the two of us, we made out very well. Well enough to justify the risk. Well enough to justify the chaos.
Not because I had to split it. Because that's who I am. Success shared is success multiplied.
Looking Back Now
When I look back at those Instacart days—the 6 AM alarms, the driving, the shopping, the delivering, the physical exhaustion—and compare it to now, the contrast is surreal. Today I make more per hour than I ever imagined possible, and I don't have to move from my computer.
It was a really chaotic time. But I look back fondly, despite everything. Maybe because of everything. Those moments forged something in me that can't be unforged.
That's exactly why I can say with authenticity: I know what it's like. I know the grind. I've lived it. The difference between then and now isn't luck—it's years of relentless skill-building and refusing to accept limitation.
The Philosophy
I'm a student of the greats. My worldview has been shaped by minds far sharper than mine:
Stoicism
The foundation. Control what you can control. Accept what you can't. Find peace in the discipline of response rather than reaction.
Gary Vee — On Regret
The fear of regret at 90 looking back at a life unlived. That fear drives more of my decisions than anything else. I'd rather fail spectacularly than wonder "what if."
Alex Hormozi — On Discipline
Behavior output. Volume. The math of success. Stop overthinking and start doing. Measure what matters. Hormozi taught me that discipline isn't motivation—it's identity.
Jordan Peterson — On Carrying the Burden
The willingness to carry the cross. To take on responsibility, not avoid it. To find meaning through purpose and suffering borne voluntarily. Peterson taught me that the antidote to chaos isn't comfort—it's shouldering a burden worth carrying.
Jim Rohn — The Most Influential of All
Personal development as a way of life. Becoming more so you can give more. The philosophy of earning what you receive. Rohn's voice is the one I hear most clearly when I make difficult decisions. He shaped how I think about deserving, about service, about legacy.
The Gospel of Rohn
There was a season of my life where I listened to Jim Rohn religiously. Almost like a sermon. Every single morning while I hustled—incense candle burning, the room filling with that sacred smoke, making my tiny apartment feel like a church.
His voice became the soundtrack of my transformation. The teachings of a gospel I chose for myself. His words are ingrained in my soul now. They're not something I reference—they're something I embody. They shaped who I became during the hardest, most formative period of my life.
"Work harder on yourself than you do on your job. If you work hard on your job, you'll make a living. If you work hard on yourself, you'll make a fortune."
— Jim RohnThese aren't just quotes I save to Instagram. They're operating principles. They're how I actually live.
What I Bring
Let me be direct: I wouldn't waste your time or mine if I didn't believe this was perfect alignment.
I've done the analysis on you. I've done the same on myself.
Who I Am
A builder—years of expertise across marketing, AI, systems, strategy. Playbooks for virtually any business challenge.
I understand traditional family values. The responsibilities that come with partnership. The teamwork that makes families strong. I don't shy from that—I embrace it.
I'm financially positioned. Not building toward stability—I have it. Building toward legacy.
I'm emotionally available. I know who I am. I've done the work. I'm not looking for someone to complete me. I'm looking for someone to build with.
I match what you deserve. Not because of words—because of years spent becoming someone worth partnering with.
Looking for My Leila
If you know Alex and Leila Hormozi, you know what I mean.
They built an empire together. Not because one carried the other, but because they were true partners—each with their own strengths, their own vision, their own relentless work ethic.
I believe in the Kingmaker principle—the highest achievement is enabling others to achieve beyond what they thought possible.
That's what I'm looking for.
Not someone to complete me. Not someone to save. Someone to build with. To grow with. To share victories with.
You wrote that you're looking for the Alex to your Leila.
I'm looking for my Leila.
Everything I've observed about you suggests you understand exactly what that means.
Digital Sovereignty
The business proposal is real. The AI app. The SEO strategy. The systems that could reclaim 90% of your time.
But that's not why I built it.
I built it to demonstrate value before asking for anything. To show, not tell.
Worst-Case Scenario
Worst-case scenario of this entire endeavor: you become 100x your current capabilities.
I have years of accumulated frameworks, ready for AI amplification. I want to teach you everything I know. Not as a guru—as a partner.
AI fundamentally changes what one person can accomplish. It makes you rethink human existence once you learn how to master it. Tasks that used to take teams now take minutes. Ideas that stayed ideas can become reality in hours.
I want to unlock potential in you that you didn't know was possible. I want to watch you discover what you're truly capable of when the constraints disappear.
We Are in the Singularity
I need to tell you something that keeps me up at night.
We are living through the singularity right now. Not approaching it. Not preparing for it. We're in it. The exponential curve has gone vertical, and most people haven't noticed yet.
AI is advancing faster than anyone predicted. The tools I use today didn't exist six months ago. The tools I'll use next year don't exist yet. The rate of change is accelerating, and it's not slowing down.
I'm terrified.
Not because I think AI will destroy humanity—though that's possible. I'm terrified because most people won't adapt fast enough. They'll be left behind. Not through malice, but through inertia. The gap between those who understand these tools and those who don't is widening every single day.
Elon Musk on Simulations
Elon Musk once said that if we're truly living in a simulation, then you want to be in the most interesting and entertaining one—because that's the one that gets turned off last. By sheer nature of entertainment value, the boring simulations end first.
I think about that constantly. We're living through the most transformative moment in human history. This is the interesting simulation. The question is whether you're a character who matters in the story, or background noise.
Why I Want to Share This With You
Here's what I believe with complete conviction:
You are deserving of inheriting this knowledge.
Not everyone is. Most people would use these tools for shallow purposes—making money, gaining followers, automating the mundane without ever touching the profound. They'd miss the point entirely.
But you've already demonstrated something rare: enlightenment.
I don't use that word lightly. I've watched how you think. How you talk about growth. How you approach challenges with both ambition and humility. How you care about compassion in a world that rewards ruthlessness.
You've shown that you understand what matters. That you can hold power without being corrupted by it. That you'd use capability to create value, not just extract it.
The Mantle
I want to teach you everything I know about AI. Not because I need to—because I believe you're worthy of carrying this forward.
The people who master these tools in the next few years will shape the next few decades. I want you to be one of them. I want to watch you unlock capabilities you didn't know were possible and use them to build something meaningful.
I want you to shine your light as bright as possible. Not dimmed by operational burden. Not constrained by time. Not limited by what you thought was humanly possible. Amplified beyond imagination.
The singularity is here. The question is whether you ride the wave or get swept under it.
I'm offering to teach you how to surf.
My Commitment to You
I want to be explicit about what I'm offering. Not vague. Not ambiguous. Crystal clear.
If you believe in this path—if you sense the same alignment I do, if you trust the genuine intention behind everything I've written here—then I'm making you a commitment:
I'm Planting My Flag
I'm willing to stake everything on this. To plant my flag beside yours and build something together. This isn't a casual offer. This isn't me testing the waters. This is a genuine commitment.
I will teach you everything I know about AI. Every framework. Every system. Every shortcut I've discovered through years of obsessive learning. I will hold nothing back.
My goal is simple:
I want you to prosper beyond your own imagination.
That's not hyperbole. That's the literal influence of Proscris—the name I built my company around. To help those who deserve it achieve more than they ever thought possible. To be a catalyst for transformation in people who have already proven their worth through action.
You've proven yours. Many times over.
What This Looks Like
- 100x your capabilities. Not incrementally better—exponentially transformed.
- 90% of your time back. Reclaimed from operational burden, returned to you for vision and growth.
- AI mastery. The ability to build, automate, and scale anything you can imagine.
- Self-actualization. Becoming the fullest expression of who you're meant to be.
- A partner who matches your ambition. Not someone who watches from the sidelines—someone who builds beside you.
This is what I'm offering. This is what I'm committing to.
All I ask in return is belief. Trust in the path. Openness to the possibility that this alignment is real.
The rest, we build together.
What I Actually Want
The business value is real. The mentorship would transform your capabilities.
But what I actually want is simpler:
I want to get to know you.
Your mind. Your heart. Your dreams. The way you think about the world.
I've been watching from a distance for six months. It feels like I know you—but I don't. Not really.
And I want to. More than I've wanted to know anyone in a very long time.
That's why I'm here. Everything else is just the vessel for getting there.
Warriors of Light
I write about Warriors of Light—people who burn with conviction, who recognize each other across distances because they're broadcasting on the same frequency.
I believe you're one of us.
Not because you call yourself that. Because I recognize the light. The same drive. The same refusal to accept limitation.
Warriors find each other. That's what I believe is happening here.
"If you are not willing to risk the unusual, you will have to settle for the ordinary."
— Jim Rohn
This proposal is unusual. Most people would never do this.
But I'm not interested in ordinary. And neither, I suspect, are you.
A Digital Declaration
By publishing this on my website, I know exactly what I'm doing. This page will surface in search results. Your name, my name, this declaration—all of it permanent.
I've thought carefully about what this means.
Everything here, I stand behind completely. I'm staking my word and my entire name.
If you say yes—this becomes an incredible story. The beginning of something remarkable.
If you say no—I still proudly stand by this monument. Proof that I saw something worth pursuing and pursued it completely.
No regret either way. This is who I am.
All I'm Asking For
I'm not asking you to commit to anything. Not asking you to feel the same way—not yet.
Just this:
A Conversation
One call. One coffee. One walk to remember.
One chance to see if what I've observed holds up in person.
If you're not ready now, no hard feelings. I'll give you space.
How I Operate
I only act through complete certainty. I've observed, analyzed, reflected for months. And I've arrived at certainty: this is worth pursuing.
I'm prepared to demonstrate it. To earn it. To prove it through action, not just words.
Let Me Be Clear
I want my intentions to be unmistakable. My commitment, transparent.
If you want to talk business, we can start there. The app is real. The strategy is real. The value I can provide is tangible and immediate.
If you want to skip the pretense and acknowledge what this actually is—I'm open to that too. You know my intentions now. There's nothing hidden.
What I Want For You
I want to reward you for who you've become. For the years of work. For the sacrifice. For the person you've shaped yourself into through sheer will and relentless effort.
I want to help you achieve self-actualization—the fullest expression of your potential. Not because you need saving. Because you deserve amplification. Because someone who has climbed as far as you have deserves a partner who can help them reach the summit.
I Know How This Sounds
I'm aware of how this looks from the outside.
Some guy you've never met is willing to commit his entire life and business to you. To put aside his personal and professional commitments to make this opportunity happen. To drive from Lindenhurst to Brooklyn just to have a conversation with you.
That sounds crazy.
I know it does.
But Here's What You Need to Understand
Yes, I'm infatuated. I've admitted that openly. But this isn't just infatuation. This is infatuation validated by calculation.
I've spent months observing, analyzing, reflecting. I don't make moves like this lightly. I've run the numbers—not just the business numbers, but the life numbers. The probability of finding this alignment again. The cost of letting it pass. The window of opportunity that exists right now and won't exist forever.
The math says: this is worth everything.
I'm willing to put business aside. Personal commitments aside. Whatever it takes to make the space for this to happen. Because from my side, the calculus is clear: you are worth it.
The best partnerships integrate everything—business and personal, strategy and emotion, ambition and intimacy.
I think we could have that. I think we could have something remarkable.
But it starts with a conversation.
Whenever you're ready.
With vulnerability and genuine excitement for what could be,
Robert
Founder, Proscris
Lindenhurst, New York
P.S. — The business proposal is at proscris.com/proposals/topfoxx. The app I built is live at proscris.com/apps/topfoxx. Both are real. Both are for you.
P.P.S. — The beacon is burning. Warriors find each other. This page stands as proof of conviction—whether it becomes our first chapter or simply a monument to pursuing what matters. Either way, I regret nothing.